Awesome Friday!

So today has just been awesome. I went to the temple this morning and David accompanied me. He did a session and I did Baptisms and Confirmations. There were a lot of people doing family names so I kinda just did a lot of sitting. I did not think people would be there early on a Friday morning. In fact they did not have enough priesthood in the baptistery when I first got there. I was told I was short and that i looked like I was still in high school. The verdict is still out on how i feel about this, but I dont think its too good. I am not the tallest person in the world but I am not short. Anyway, the temple was awesome. You get answers to prayers and are filled with love and just great feelings. I wish everybody would go more often. Well I felt like i was in the waiting game for about an hour (and I was there even longer) However David was still not done. I watched the Christus performance 3 times then walked to Seagull book, then I got a text that he was out. We drove back to here and went to Olive Garden. lol. Remember how I said Nan only allowed me our giftcard if I took David out with it. I thought it would never happen, since we have made it very apparent we are friends. But hey we used the card and he had 5 bowls of soup. lol. The waitress was getting a tad annoyed I think. I finished after bowl 2 I believe. It was lots of fun and I loved it. I feel so happy right now, and let me clarify its because of the Temple. But I am glad I have a good friend to go with me. He made sure we listened to Bluegrass on the way home. He wanted to listen to the cd's he sent me once. oh man, he actually does like them. They make me laugh and I think they are cute, but I would not say quality music. he is a special one.
Well we will see ho the rest of the day goes. Tasha is supposed to come to open mic night . I am so excited I get to hang out with my friend and let her hang out with some good Mormon people. We all need a group of supportive friends. We definitely all need that. Thank you all for being there for me.

I am definitely learning to listen to the spirit these days. I love it!

Dating Agent

So I think I need a Dating Agent. I want to start going on dates more and ones where we both realize its a date. :) I have been hanging out too much and am being a person who is always there to hang out with, and I need to show I am not putting all my eggs in one basket. Because I dont want to bank all on one thing, cause I am not too positive it will ever go anywhere. So I am positive about dating. However here is the problem, I always ask jerks or end up with guys who dont treat me as they should. Therefore, I want a dating agent who will make sure I dont try to go out with a not so great guy. maybe I could even get this agent to ask him out for me but this might be asking too much.
Then again maybe I should become a dating agent. But i have decided a dating agent has to be seeking a person of the gender of the dating agent. Like i would want a guy dating agent because they know guys. So I could advise and help guys with girls. Oh its just an idea.

But seriously how do I go out there and start dating? Like do I need a coming out party?

Have ya ever?

Okay so I had a spiritual experience while watching conference, and felt I really needed to do something. It was almost the last thing in the world I wanted to do. However all of the first session of conference was about listening to the Spirit and love. How can I possibly do nothing about that really strong prompting after all of that? Easily! I could have done nothing. However I knew what I felt was right without a doubt. It was a feeling I just could not deny not even days later. Plus after all of those talks pushing me in on direction, if I wanted happiness how could I not? Well I did it. I hated it and i feel good. The human in me is yelling why the heck did you do that stupid? But everything else is telling me you do not see the results nor the cause of the spirit telling you to do this but you will. I see small little helps and hindrances but the Lord would never guide me to do something that would lead me to down fall. He would only have me do things for my good. It might not be easy but it will be worth it. I have to admit that was the hardest thing I have ever done! However I could not back away from it because I could not deny that that is what the spirit prompted me to do. I really do not want to share what it was, and please respect that, but maybe part of the answer was to prove to myself I was strong enough to listen and do. Again I think that is a small side lesson, but i think it will have a bigger impact later. Hopefully sooner rather than 10 years down the road, because I want to know the reason my Heavenly Father wanted me to do that so bad. Why did I do that horribly possibly bad resulting thing? It was not bad lets clarify, it was just something normal people would not want to do, that includes me.

In the end I dont know. But i am glad I did it, even though the natural Wendy says you are so crazy. But the spiritual side said you did good and did what you know was right.

For some reason I just feel i need reassurance on this. Have you guys ever had experiences like this? ones where you are doing it because you were prompted even though it freaked you out and you did not know what good would come of it, but it all worked out good in the end?